Detachment.
I don’t quite know how to feel at the moment. I just found out that my ex-stepdad committed suicide on Tuesday. We haven’t seen him in years, but he was part of our lives for a long time. I really don’t know what to say.I went for a half-hour power walk today. I rock at power walking. It’s mad fun. Then I sat in my car and read my Bible. I really needed some peace, and I got it. God is awesome.
Guess what? You are going to be so proud of me when you hear… Yesterday morning, instead of getting my usual Very Vanilla Latte, I got a DECAF Very Vanilla Latte! I’m trying to cut down on my caffeine intake, to make sure I don’t get addicted. Also, it’s not good for singers to have caffeine, apparently. So they say. But yes! Decaf! The coffee tastes weaker, but it just enhances the vanilla flavour! So I’m happy. I think this is definitely a good thing. Joy!
My husband is making roast for dinner tonight. :o)
Sorry if I seem a bit ‘out of it’, I’m still kind of in shock, and feeling detached from everything. Oh, and I wrote the paragraph about the coffee situation yesterday, so that’s why it sounds like my usual, quirky self.
posted by Alyssa @ 3:27 PM
1 Comments:
Guess What Lys? You know how I hate coffee. Well today I accidently tooka iced coffee breaker to work (thinking it was chocolate) and at first I was like . "oh man, this is gross." You know when you're expecting one taste and get another. that's probly why I didn't like it at first. But I sipped it some more and now I LOVE ICED COFFEE. R U proud of me? I'll never like normal coffee. But atleast I like one type of coffee. ICED COFFEE!!!YAY!!! I GOT MY LEARNERS.
By the way...Are you feeling better today about your ex step dad.
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